Why Do I Write?
I don’t have a clear idea of what to write about today, so I will just put some words in here, that I’ve been thinking about some time now.
Have asked myself this question a couple of times. What I mean is that, barely get some views on these blog posts, but then I think there are people who understand me. I LOVE to write! I would do this for a living. Would write and think of blog posts all day long, and no, I don’t get paid to write.
What Would You Like To Do For The Rest Of Your Life And Don’t Get Bored Of?
If someone would have asked me this question a few years ago, I wouldn’t know what to tell him/her. No, didn’t want to become a doctor, or a police officer, or an astronaut or what kids wanted. Well, I watched too many telenovelas and that’s how I learned spanish, that’s how I took “acting classes”. After school, turned on the TV on the telenovelas channel and just watch.
Maybe that’s how I started to like to write…. Just creating some story ideas in my head. I wanted to become an actress, that obviously didn’t work out. Not because I didn’t wanted enough, it’s because my family couldn’t afford those really expensive acting classes.
But, then I started asking what should I do in life?! Yes, from a young age I asked myself that. What I knew for sure, is that I didn’t want anything to do with math, haha. The “dreamy” side attracted me and to this day still attracts me.
Creating stories…. Maybe that’s why I chose PR…
I don’t know why I’m writing this, don’t even know if I’m going to hit “Publish”, but I know da*n sure it makes me feel good, putting my thoughts on a “paper”. Why cut trees right?!
My younger self, was so naive thinking I could store all those good ideas in my head that I had some years ago. Should’ve wrote them down… Now, I probably would have a whole book.
I started to write “EVA” in 2015 and didn’t even finished it yet, because I… “didn’t have time”. But, I will finish it! just keep reading it and tell me what you think!
I’m watching at the flower that’s standing at my window and it’s starting to die, maybe I should water it.
Might just well, water my wish for writing more and not procrastinating that much. Do you know how long it took me to say that word and writing it?! Yeah, your ideas and wish will die if you don’t water it. We become so focused making so much money and being “normal” that we forget about what we wanted to do when we were kids.
And now you will tell me: those dreams will not pay for bills! Maybe you’re right, maybe not..
But just try!
Even forgot to look at the SEO that’s telling me it’s not good enough. At this post I don’t know if I even care for that. Listening to my favorite music and writing is my therapy. It would also be sports, but that another time.
A family member told me, “Write in our maternal language too, to understand what you’re writing about”… Why don’t you better learn English or translate it if you are interested in what I write?! In the sidebar I have translate!
And then got me thinking, almost all the time, we are doing something to make others feel good, but then again we forget about us. That’s a little sad, if you ask me…
Forgot to look at the word count, don’t want to become boring so I’ll just stop here. It is not an interesting blog post, but maybe some of you will understand.
Thank you for reading!